Saturday, May 30, 2009

Lonely Boy:

Sometimes it's a little lonely here in Seoul. Sometimes I blame myself, and other times I put the blame on a million and one other things. 

You'd think that living in a foreign country it'd be easy to make friends..... I'm sure it's easy for most to make friends, but for me, it's always been hard (at least the past two years). 

I've always considered myself a nice, social, and genuine guy, but I have a hard time trusting people and I question every one's intentions. Maybe because of this, I sabotage my relationships with people. Is it intentional? No, not one bit. Unfortunately, I tend to come across a lot of foreigners who are just not genuine here in Korea. Everyone is here for a different reason, and sometimes I have to remind myself why I am still here.  

Either way, it's never fun to spend Saturday night at home alone. Especially when it's the beginning of summer and the nights are breezy and beautiful. 

I need to fix this. 

Signing out....

-Lonely Boy 

3 comments:

To Be Announced said...
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To Be Announced said...

I would never think it'd be easy to make friends in a foreign country it's not even easy to make friends here! As per:

You'd think that living in a foreign country it'd be easy to make friends..... I'm sure it's easy for most to make friends, but for me, it's always been hard (at least the past two years).

sarah said...

i have lots of friends here, but i wouldnt call them good friends. the foreign friends i have... well to be honest i dont know if they would be my friends back home. and my japanese friends are workaholics so i dont see them as much.

i feel you Ray

but i tend to keep myself as busy as possible! wards off the restlessness